Penny’s Ponderings

This weekend was the 6th anniversary of loosing my lovely mum to Ovarian Cancer.  I miss her more as each year passes.  I spent the day with my brother and my niece and nephews.  We took some flowers up to the cemetery and gave the grave a bit of a tidy up.  Its under a tree that does like to drop its twigs now and again.  We had a few tears but also some laughter, remember things about my parents.  Then we went for a meal locally.  I like spending these anniversary days like this, with my family who I love so much.  Losing my parents has made me realise how important life is and to not let it slip away without doing the things you want to do.

I’m not keen on March, it has the anniversary of loosing mum, as well as mum and dads birthdays and then theres mothering Sunday.  Cant wait for the warmer weather to be here, some more sunshine and the spring flowers.

Hugs

Penny x x x

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Thank you CurvesLover for my lovely new review, you were a joy to spend time with.  Even liking my Ipod shuffle!

Hugs

Penny x x x

http://escortingworld.co.uk

Brand new forum launched this week .  Its an Escort Directory as well as a good place to advertise and chat.  Plrease feel free to take a peek and join.  Might meet you there!

Hugs

Penny x x x

I now have the dates when you can carnival with me in Notting Hill, I will be based in a lovely private apartment from Friday 16th to Sunday 18th April 2010.  I plan to see a few friends while I’m there as well as seeing the local sights so its best to book me in advance so that I can plan my stay.

Looking forward to shaking our stuff together.

Hugs

Penny x x x

Yes that’s me.  No I wasn’t at the ~Brit Awards. My talents are in other areas don’t you know.  Its the Golden Cock Awards.  Although dated 2009 I actually received it earlier this month.

A local Punting forum to me had a fun Award giving and I came Silver in the best BBW section.  I have proof too, see my Award Certificate above. Mind you in the list of nominations were two male posters plus Dawn French.  Not sure if she knows shes an escort lol

Fancy some fun with an award winning Escort?  I promise I wont let it go to my head!

Hugs

Penny x x x

Well Valentines Day is nearly here.  What does it mean to you?  Do you like to have the excuse to make someone feel very special, or do you think its a load of commercialised shite?

Me?  I’m a true romantic at heart to be honest.  Id love to have someone to pamper and make feel special, on that day and on any other day really.  But I’m single, and I choose to be single.  Why?  Because I’m a very loyal person and when I am with someone, that’s it, I’m with them.  I would no longer be able to escort, and at the moment I am loving what I do and the people that I meet.  I have a lot going on in my life at the moment, with studying, working and just keeping out of trouble!  lol  I really do like being single.  But I don’t want it to be that way forever, no thank you.  My vision is that I will meet someone to spend my autumn years with, to go places with, to be a companion as well as a lover and best friend.

I think that Valentines Day should not just be for couples but is a day for all of us, to show those that we love and care how we feel about them. 

So stupid cupid, don’t hit me just yet with your arrow.  Pop it away and save it for me for when I’m ready.

Last Valentines I was proper poorly with tonsillitis, I remember it well.  I felt really naff and looked twice as naff as that.  A lovely gent left me a bag on my doorstep of lots of goodies to cheer me up and to while away the time I was stuck at home poorly.  This year will be very different.  I am off to Devon as one of my cousins is getting married on the Saturday, so that’s quite romantic isn’t it?  I’m really looking forward being in Devon, to the wedding and to seeing relatives Ive not seen for nearly 20 years!

Happy Valentines to all my readers, girls and boys.  Remember, we don’t need an excuse to be lusty!

Hugs

Penny x x x

According to London sex shop Sh! 61% of women find just the idea of buying a sex toy arousing in itself. Could it be the combined power of sex AND shopping? 66% of women would prefer to buy sex toys/erotica from a real shop rather than online revealing that for women, buying a vibe is like buying a handbag; they want to feel the quality!

Glamour Magazine

I can certainly relate to that!  There something very erotic about going into a sex shop and looking and touching toys, naughty underwear and fantasy outfits.  I also bought a couple of Mistress toys in a local cook shop this week, my imagination is too good for using ordinary things for naughty purposes!

Hugs

Penny x x x

Uplifting

I consider myself to be quite broad minded and don’t mind being approached about trying out different things.  However, I got a request last week that was the weirdest one Ive had so far.  A guy emailed me asking if I would use a live goldfish as an enema on him!  Not sure if this guy was for real, or just looking for a reaction, but he got a polite reply saying that I would not do this as its animal cruelty, on the goldfish not him!

So I didn’t do that.  What else haven’t I done so far this year?  Ive not yet taken my cardboard  moving boxes to the dump.  Ive not yet had the spa day Ive been promising myself for so long.  I still haven’t put pepper or vinegar around my wheelie bin, as next doors lovely doggie keeps peeing up against it!  But will do that soon and hopefully that will deter it.  Ive not yet got back on my low carb diet which I need to do for my Diabetes.  Food shopping today so will only buy low carb stuff for meals and get back on track.

I am still Wii’ing lots.  Made my brother laugh as I sent him a text to say I was Wii’ing lots.  He thought it was about a bladder problem and not the Wii Fit!  Was said brothers birthday this weekend, so met up with him and family for a lovely meal.  I asked him what he wanted for his birthday and the reply I got was tracksuit bottoms!  Told him I wasn’t gonna buy him that.  In truth there isn’t much that he really needs or wants, so Ive treated him to a voucher for http://www.truefittandhill.co.uk/.  If your London based, or near London then pop it on your wish list.  I know you guys like to be pampered too.

Got a couple of delayed xmas pressies from a gent last week.  A key ring made out of an old penny, and also a ring made out of an old penny.  Penny’s for Passionate Penny , I like that.  I got a few other goodies too, some unusual and some that made me smile.

Hope all is well in your worlds.

Hugs

Penny x x x

Ive been thinking about this recently, what exactly is sex appeal?

Well the dictionary definition is:

1. Physical attractiveness or personal qualities that arouse others sexually.
2. Slang. General appeal; power to interest or attract.

There was a time in my life when I knew I never had it, I know I have it now and that’s not me being big headed.  That’s me enjoying the fact that men find me sexually appealing.  So when did I get it?  Its not as if you can go and buy a jar of it in Boots to enhance yourself is it?

Its no secret that I wasn’t into sex until I hit my late 20’s when I had a lover who really turned me onto it, in more ways than one!  He taught me a lot about my body and how it could feel and react with someone else’s touch, as well as what I was able to do for him.  Ive been learning ever since.  When I first started on my escorting journey I worked for an agency and never thought any men would book me or that I would actually enjoy what I do.  How wrong was I.  It was quite amazing that guys actually wanted to spend time with me in the bedroom and the more this happened my confidence grew.  My confidence in my own ample body, and in how I could make a man feel and react.  This all made me feel sexy and wanted, which in turn I think gave me confidence and sex appeal.  What we find attractive is different for us all, and I just try and be me and if you like that then that’s brilliant.

I rediscovered a wooden box which contained some of my Mum’s treasures.  Including a few love letters between her and my Dad when they were courting and newly married, as my Dad was away a lot of the time in the Royal Navy.  I remember my Mum destroying quite a few when I was a teenager as she said they were too ‘racey’.  In the ones that are left my Mum calls my Dad her ‘fruit box’ and my Dad calls my Mum  ‘Dove’.  Not something I ever heard them call each other in real life.  Though they were quite tactile in front of people.  They brought tears as well as smiles for me.

I’m busy preparing for a weekend in Devon in February, one of my cousins is getting married so I’m going with my Aunt (who is more like an older sister to me).  I will be seeing family that I haven’t seen for nearly 20 years, so I’m very excited about that.  Just got to figure out what the weather will be doing and plan an outfit round that.

Stay sexy!

Hugs

Penny x x x

Well we have all been affected by the adverse weather conditions, one way or another.  I was just so pleased that I had moved before the big freeze began.  It also gave me extra time at home to unpack and sort things out.  There were only a couple of things I was unable to do, travel to my hairdresser to have my hair trimmed, and go back to my old flat to pick up few last bits and give it a clean.  I also wasn’t able to get to my Sevenoaks venue.

I had my new Wii to keep me company, my studying, and also a few gentlemen explorers, I mean callers lol.  I had a lovely gent visit me before the snow began, and he was my first guest in my new Horsham home.  He was well chuffed.  I had two gents make it to me in the snow, both regulars, and both turned up well kitted out and looked a bit like arctic explorers.  I was able to welcome them in and thaw them out with a bit of steamy passion, well more than a bit hehe.

Ive twice walked to get a few provisions, bit slippy under foot but was lovely.  There were lots of snow figures making up little snow families that people had made in their front gardens.  My tiger boots have certainly come into their own in the snow, good grip and beautifully warm.  Adding my footprints to those of others, as well paw prints, and claw prints of the animals.

I’m loving my Wii.  A Christmas/Birthday pressie from my family.  I have been doing the keep fit and also some fun games.  Its quite addictive.  Its amazing how it works and is so interactive.  Almost as good as interaction with you guys! lol

Hopefully things will be returning back to some normality for us all this week.  I managed to get a spade and have dug my car out and have been turning  it over everyday to make sure its OK.  Not driven it yet.  That will be tomorrow hopefully.

There were rumours last week that the lovely Josepehine Darling had retired.  Im happy to report this isnt true, she is working part time at the moment.  The best way to contact her is via email.  Thinking of you  Jo x x x

Take care

Sexy Hugs

Penny x x x